1. |
Throwback
04:52
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Thrown back to the wolves, I’m gonna go back to the woods I wanna
Show you something you’ve never seen before I’m always hunting for new ways to capture your attention
I’m a lowly beast, please come and
Teach me how to be a woman
Out of the fire, back to the frying pan
I’m feeling so tired of being in high demand and
I’m no atlas, I’m barely a dictionary
My world’s fractured, I’m just a visionary
Don’t you know I love you
Silly little moon, you’re mine
Always thinking of you
Even when I don’t, you’re fine
I’m the kind of mess you’d pick up, one thing to the next I think of
I’m afraid my style is all wrong, dragging out the verses too long
Round the corner, here comes another change
It’s getting warmer, it’s come into firing range and
Missed the chance again, god damn it
I’m so dumb
I just can’t stand it
Never mind I’ll go back to where I was
it seems like this won’t change but it always does
Edging nearer to something I’ve always heard, oh
What will it take to find these familiar words
Don’t you know I love you
Silly little moon, you’re mine
Always thinking of you
Even when I don’t, you’re fine
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2. |
Talez Ovv Wonkored
04:50
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I’d like to tell you a story. I don’t usually tell… stories… well, not like this. But something happened to me, and I’m having a difficult time finding someone who could really understand exactly what it was. Even I’m not sure I understand exactly what it was. It was very strange. One night when I was walking home, I looked up at the sky and suddenly realized that I hadn’t seen the stars in years. Now what had I been doing all this time, that that wouldn’t have happened? Where had my head been turned - had it all been a dream? I flung myself down in a patch of grass and looked up, tried to drink everything in. All those little dots that I’d missed. As I stared at them - the stars, of course - everything began to spin faster and fast. And that’s when I realized:
I was just fucked up.
First there was a void
Then there was you
Then you were the void
What should I do?
Haven’t seen the stars in years
I’m still crying through my tears, baby
Where have we been?
Didn’t know that it was spring
Didn’t know pretty much anything
Please let me in
Once I was a kid
Trapped in my room
And everything I did
Would be over soon
How to fall out of this hole
Getting old never seems to get old
Or so I’m told
By myself (that’s right)
Everything must have an end
Like pretending you’re my friend
(pretend you’re my friend)
So hey how’s it going? Uhh… I haven’t uhh, seen you in a really long time. I know I said it was the stars and all, but the truth is, I meant you. ‘Cause… you’re the stars to me… baby. You’re more than just the stars, you know, you’re uh, you’re everything, and uh, it’s just been a while since I’ve seen you… was hoping that you would feel the same way… as me…
See you later…
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3. |
Gotta
04:01
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Gotta try and distract myself I’ve
Gotta try and extract myself I’ve
Gotta try and abstract myself I’ve
Gotta try and contract myself oh no
Oh no
Oh
Oh no
I’ve gotta try and control myself I’ve
Gotta try and patrol myself and
Even if you stole myself I’ve
Gotta try and extol myself oh yeah
Gotta try and deface myself I’ve
Gotta try and disgrace myself ‘cause
Even I can’t face myself
I’ve gotta try and replace myself oh no
Oh no
Oh
Oh no
I’ve gotta try and contain myself I’ve
Gotta try and detain myself ‘cause
How will I explain myself, I’ve
Gotta try and restrain myself oh yeah
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4. |
Gro^up
03:15
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When I grow up, I’m gonna be everything you ever wanted
When you grow up, you’re gonna want me
Falling at your feet like a dog
Hoppin’ back and forth like a crazy frog
Self sabotage
When I’m riled up, I gotta duck, gotta run for cover
Because I know who’s gonna haunt me
Dancin’ on the edge of a cliff
Never really thought it would be like this
But it is
When I’m grown up, I’m gonna be lost in a sea of faces
When you’re grown up, you’re gonna face me
Making reservations for us
Drop my life and get on the nearest bus
Just because
I’m an impulsive person
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5. |
Botched Journal
02:42
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I got home again, I phoned a friend, ‘cuz I
Felt kind of funny
Now the week is past, I can relax, I wish
That it was sunny
Stopped on my way home to visit you at work for the very first time
You seemed happy to see me
Spoke with you for a second, then I headed out
To Best Buy
It was pretty dreary
^
I wrote down those lines back in a time where I
Still kind of liked you
Now my opinion’s changed, the song is strange
Don’t think that I did this to spite you
It’s just common sense, and no offense, but you
Are really boring
I’m so glad I walked away, one autumn day
And that concludes this story
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6. |
The Siren Song
03:19
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7. |
Purgatory Hell
03:41
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Why exhaust myself tryin' to get through to you
I should just off myself, then I can prove to you
That you’re a treasure
And I don’t care
Why distress myself trying to speak with you
Second guess myself cry and feel bleak
No, no
Not again
Just go, I can tend to myself
I don’t need your help
I’m almost at the end
Purgatory
Hell, da da da da da
Hope that this song isn’t boring you
I can’t
I can’t tell
Why disgrace myself trying to placate you
I wouldn’t hate myself if I could vacate you
Yes, you’re an island
I’m cast away
Why destroy myself trying to feel for you
I could enjoy myself if I could peel apart from your skin
You’re right, I have been so wrong
Knew it all along
Yet didn’t do a thing
Purgatory
Hell, da da da da da
Hope that this song isn’t boring you
I can’t
I can’t tell
Stuck in a self-absorbed glory
Hole, la la la la la
Just know that I’m not ignoring you
Though I might as well
Doesn’t really matter, does it?
And the irony won’t break your back
It’s just a minor sprain
And you deserve to have a heart attack
For all the painful things you’ve done to my brain
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8. |
Sociopathfinder App
03:24
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In the mainframe I’m always there coding my relation to you
It’s a shame that even if you knew you wouldn’t know what to do
Information, everybody’s leaking through the holes in my head
Masturbation, everybody’s trying to take back what they said
Everybody’s out to get me
They all want to understand me
I don’t have the heart to tell them
I don’t have a heart anyway
In the end there’s little you can do to reestablish the trust
Twist and bend while everything’s unfolding in the way that it must
If you’ve burned your bridges you should invest in a matter transporter
So when you feel regret you can overlay the overexposure
Everybody’s starting to doubt me
They all doubt they could live without me
I don’t have the time to argue
I don’t have the time
Or a watch
[bridge]
and you know ive been watching you dont you?
well, i mean just about as much as i’d watch anyone, i guess…
but I do watch them a lot, I mean that’s basically all I do, I watch things,
I look at them, and sometimes I have thoughts, you know, occasionally, I-i mean i think the difference therein is I just, I just seem to think about you more and i’m trying really hard to rationalize that
so what do you you say? you wanna spend some time with me?
because given your behaviour, I just - I just think it would make sense if you did, you know? haha
and when i’m here it really doesn’t matter much at all what I say
if you hear me just give me a nod and you can go on your way
the problem with the nod is you’re giving it to everyone free
so it does not possess any real kind of special value to me
Everybody wants to love me
t hey’re all really frightened of me
i don’t have the words to tell them
I don’t have the words
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9. |
Virtual You
03:25
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If I follow this line I’m bound to reach the front
And I really don’t mind if you do what you want
It’s no problem if you just need to get away
Cause I just programmed a virtual you today
It’s a virtual you
It does the things you do
It’s gonna treat me good
As good as you would
Virtual fantasy
Virtual can’t you see
It’s just the thing for me
But I’m not happy
And I really don’t care if you mess around
Cause there’s no replacement for me to be found
You can try but you’d never find a kind of virtual me
Maybe that’s the reason why I’m so lonely
Still there’s virtual you
Does what I tell it to
To the degree that you
Would do what I tell you
Virtual validate
Reality can wait
Meet your virtual fate
Before it’s too late
I’m indifferent to your presence in my life
Cause I tried so hard to keep you by my side
But you never really loved me quite the same
So I remade you to try this once again
Virtual remedy
Virtual friend to me
Virtual everything
Be mine forever
It thinks your every thought
And it looks like it’s not
Thrilled with the things I’ve done
Oh well, whatever
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10. |
Carefalling
04:11
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Like a fly caught in a web, I’m
Knitting just to pass the time
Wait for your return
I’ve decided to stop dying
Living for you now
Without you
Giving up my doubts
About you
I should be careful
But I’m watching your mouth now, my secret is out now
You should be careful
But you’re watching my eyes, you could mirror them nicely
Like the captain of a ship
I’m charting out the course I’ll take
Learn to live with it
Being friends with my mistakes
Coming for you now
My dry land
Gonna find us both
An island
I should be careful
But I’m watching your mouth now, my secret is out now
You should be careful
But you’re watching my eyes, you could mirror them nicely
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11. |
Manual
03:10
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You think I want to
Use you for something
But all I want is your mind
If you don't trust me
I understand but
There's things you must realize
You must realize not to listen to my words
You must externalize what is outside the world
Go on and run away
Go on and run away from me now
You think that I don't
Deserve your drama
But I deserve what I get
If you're concerned with
My panorama
Maybe ya don't know me yet
You must learn how to walk tightrope inside a maze
You must consolidate life into just one phrase
Go on and say it now
Go on and run away from me now
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12. |
No Matter
05:04
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Maybe it’s easier to write away the pain
But no matter whatcha write, I’ll read it, yeah
Maybe it’s hard to find exactly the right words to say
But no matter whatcha say, I’ll hear it, yeah
I wanna listen to your soul
(Soulful)
I think your brain is beautiful
(Tru Luv)
It doesn’t matter much at all what
I do
As long as I can do it with you
Maybe it’s difficult to place yourself sometimes
But no matter where you are, I’ll find you, yeah
Maybe you’re having trouble walking in between the lines
But no matter where the line is, I’ll meet you there
I wanna travel by your side
(Side chick)
And be the reason for your smile
(Face lift)
There’s no real point in trynna hide how
I feel
As long as I can feel that you’re here
Maybe you’re struggling to figure out what’s right
But no matter what it is, I’ll never do you wrong
Maybe you haven’t found your way into the light
But no matter where the light is, I’ll turn it on
I wanna look into your eyes
(Nice view)
And find new ways to harmonize
(With you)
It doesn’t matter much at all what I do
As long as I can do it with you
As long as I can do it with you
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13. |
Icebreaker
04:45
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Sasha Chimaera Brooklyn, New York
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